But I think I finally stopped bleeding!! :D yay! Postpartum bleeding is not fun!
I can’t help but laugh… But I’m on the way to the hospital cause I think my water just broke… And it was kind of really gross.
Marc and I have been prepping for the baby to come. We’re so anxious! I can’t wait to meet her. He’s been so good to me. The other night he made us a bubble bath and lit up all these tea lights. Very romantic. :) And the night after that we were looking up ways to induce labor… lol which of course didn’t work -_- But we tried acupressure and Marc was massaging certain points in my legs. Last night he bought dinner, we took a shower and cuddled in bed watching Disney movies. :) We’re in such a good place right now. I love it. I love him so much. <3
P.S 9 days til baby girl’s due date!!!
So technically I have 2 weeks left. I’ve tried getting my membranes stripped, pineapples, spicy food, walking, having sex, and taking castor oil (don’t need your negative comments I did my research!)
I am out of ideas. I hope she comes soon. One of the girls I work with bets she’s gonna come on Wednesday. Another girl was saying she was hoping my water was gonna break at work last night and she was pissed that she wasn’t gonna be there to witness it. LOL. -_- Kale’a is being one stubborn little baby! COME OUT NOW MISSY! Mommy and Daddy want to give you kisses and cuddle all day with you. Kay thanks. :)
Had my 37 week appointment today! So the doctor asked if I wanted them to check my cervix. I wanted to yell, HELL YEAH! But I didn’t. lol. I asked them to strip my membrane also if they could. When they checked my cervix they said I was 2cm dilated! So they stripped my membrane. Yay. And they said her head is extremely low :D Hopefully she doesn’t freaking stay up in there. I will be so upset. I hope this stripping of my membrane works! Cause a lot of girls are saying it didn’t work for them. :(
So I’m hoping i”m dilated or whatever. I’m going to ask if they can strip my membrane. Because its getting to the point in my pregnancy that I’m in pain.. all the time. It seriously feels like Kale’a is taking her fingernails and scratching extremely hard on my cervix. Sometimes it makes me want to cry. Her kicks are so strong. I seriously wince in pain. My legs are still swollen. Its been so miserable.
Come out now baby girl. :( Please you need to stop hurting mommy. Plus mommy and daddy want to see you now. <3
Fuck yeah!!!!! Full term!!! I’m gonna make this baby come out! :D
I really wish I didn’t have work tonight. My feet are killing me. Especially working so late the past 4days and again tonight. Wah. My feet hurt so badly. And I’m sick. But I’m not gonna call in sick. I know my managers wouldn’t care.. but I do. I hate when people who I know are capable to work and call in sick pretending they can’t work just cause they don’t want to. Just like last night! I wasn’t scheduled to close… Yet the girl who was closing called in sick. Bitch, I’m sick too. 9 months pregnant and still running around, well more like waddling, and working. I don’t even complain when I’m at work!
Well last night I worked from 430 to about 10pm. Not fun. I was highly upset about working New Years Eve. Cause I asked for that holiday instead of the 1st but oh well. After work went over to Marc’s sergeant’s house where pretty much everyone was drunk lol. Was not about to hang out with the two other pregnant Marine wives inside watching Cinderella. Noooo thanks. So I sat outside next to the fire pit and watched everyone play beer pong.
Midnight came along so slowly. Had my amazing New Years kiss with the love of my life. Here’s to a new year of love and hopefully things will go along better than last year.
Being almost 9months pregnant is really hard to try and stay awake super late. I had to watch the house while the Sgt Rymoff and his wife and Marc took care of this really really drunk dude and his 6month pregnant wife… That pregnant wife was a biiatch. I thought I was always a hormonal and uptight pregnant lady.. She took the gold prize on that! She acted as if she needed everything to be done for her. Honey, when I was 6months pregnant I was doing the same stuff I am doing now. Independent and working my butt off. I don’t need help from anyone. Except when I need to put my shoes! Lol!
Didn’t get home til maybe almost 2. I had to stop at McDonalds to get something in my belly for not eating dinner. I got French fries that I was craving and a hot chocolate :) YUM! Once we got home Marc was in so much pain… ;( I didn’t know what to do. I was trying to look up his symptoms online. But I couldn’t find anything.. Tried to call his sgt but Marc wouldn’t give me anyone’s number! I was so overwhelmed. He was in pain, me being hormonal and pregnant… I just cried.. -__- eventually at 3something in the morning Marc knocks out on the living room floor. Took me forever to try and get him into bed! Got some sleep… But I feel bad Luna was playing with something by the window and it woke me up so I spanked her. Now my poor babygirl is under the bed hiding :(
Well I hope everyone was safe and had an eventful New Years! Mwah :-*
pain all night. pain all morning. and no one is even here to take care of me. this is just awesome. all alone.
and i have to make my own ice… i took some ice cubes and put them in a ziplock and threw them against the countertop. Yes! :) Crushed Ice.. craving sooo badly.